2 years ago

My outrageous envy of everything, even what I could be, causes me to sin in all the other 6. I fuck to feel pretty, I hold in so much wrath for people that I let abuse me because I hate myself so much, I share when deep down I really don't want to, I'm an alcoholic who spends way too much on going out to eat and drink than I can afford so I greedily let others pay, drive, and take money from an account that isn't really mine. I have too much pride to ask for help or admit that I've been fucking up this whole time, god forbid I wouldn't be the little princess who has everything together for once. So I sit, slothily on the couch everyday watching Tyra Banks because I am too envious of all the people out there making a difference to actually step up and make one myself.